【天青色等煙雨,而我在等你】(English writing below)
我看著客人眼淚
滴滴答答的打在桌面上
筆記本
濕了
本子上的字
糊了
她的心酸
猶如洪泉遇到崩裂的堤壩
一波一浪的破牆而出
一個被愛情辜負的女子
看了真是心疼
我不由自覺的
想到了自己
你懂我的
像我這樣剛烈的女子
爲了愛情
我絕不退縮
祇是一個勇字
又豈能成事呢
童年
過得心驚膽顫
家裡常吵得
雞犬不寧
爸爸沒想要
把我生下
媽媽常說
要把我趕出去
我很努力讀書
我很努力做個乖孩子
我覺得我做得很好
人小小本事很大
但這些終究無法
讓我在美滿的家庭長大
多少個夜晚裡
我被媽媽打得
想奪門而出
永不再見
可是想到誰來照顧她
我又忍下來
我很恨
為何我命運不如人
第一次談戀愛時
我是多麼多麼的雀躍
內心裡的煙花
不斷地爆開
我終於等到了
不再是
沒人要的孩子了
我終於
值得有人愛了
初戀的絢麗
卻也如七彩美麗的煙花
一聲巨響後
就消失在漆黑的夜裡
他常常在我面前
提到他如何深愛著
他中學時的校花
她是如此的美好
有一次
這校花來我們的學校
他得知後
破課室的門而出
沒見到她
他哭了一整個星期
心中的不安
讓我常常與他吵架
三年零八個月裡
我不是一個好女友
服滿兵役後
他喜歡上大學迎新會
的一位混血兒
後來
我和一位校友打了幾次桌球
某夜
他在ICQ向我索吻
對他的印象
就一落千丈了
(你以為老娘在賤賣嗎?)
不久一位朋友告訴我
他約會的對象
不只我一個
我有一位
很好很好的朋友
我在新加坡時
他常陪我
深夜打桌球到清晨
聊佛法聊人生
一起上佛學班
一起學國標舞
從未有一個人
如此瞭解我的心
如此照顧著我
但無所不談的當兒
他也不斷告訴
這麼多年來
他如何愛念著
一個女孩
對她始終無法忘懷
我又輸給
活在記憶中的人了
我這一份單戀
長達兩年
很磨人很磨人很磨人
差一點走不出來
第二次談戀愛
他常在我面前提起
一個他追了半年追不到的女孩
他說
有一天一定要去問她
為什麼不選擇他
在家裡的毒打
並沒有隨著我成人
而停止
後來拜師學藝
卻因爲品德不良
被師父一句
「你不是我要找的人。」
斷然吃了閉門羹
那天我哭得痛徹心扉
覺得自己
好像是
個沒人要的孩子
方文山因爲
八百年前
宋徽宗皇帝御批的這句
「雨過天青雲破處」
而在周傑倫《青花瓷》裡
寫了『天青色等煙雨,而我在等你』
他說
愛情里最無力的無奈
就是「等待」
天青色得等待
不知何時會降的雨
雨停
積雲散去
朗朗晴空中
天青色才能顯現
如同我
只能被动而安静的
等待着
不知何时才会出现的妳。
慢慢的
我開始認為
我這輩子等不到了
月老應該沒幫我
綁上紅線
學佛多年後
忽然恍然大悟
一個道理
没有东西是必须拥有的
沒有它
也不代表自己的不足
愛情
是一個填不滿的慾望
所以愛情劇長紅
在2015年2月21日年初三,根本上師蓮生活佛在台灣中天綜合電視台的訪談中說:https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I (時間12:08)
「師尊本身的愛是這樣的。我既然愛她,就是要她幸福,不是要佔有她,這種愛不是佔有,其實愛不是佔有。如果愛是佔有的話,那就是屬於慾望。如果愛不是佔有,我是祝福她,雖然我愛她,她不愛我,她愛別人,我就祝福她。如果愛別人會比較幸福,我就祝福她。這種愛就不是佔有的愛。如果是佔有的愛,一定會產生痛苦。」
原來我真正在等的
是自己
自己的智慧開了
心變闊達時
才不會讓他人決定
自己幾時可以幸福
可以幸福多久
命運在我手中
怎麼走本來就是我說了算
我輕輕的拿起桌上的紙巾,遞給女客人。她一把鼻涕,一把眼淚的向我道謝。
借了師父慣用的笑話,我柔聲細語的說:「別哭,新加坡缺水,要哭要到蓄水池哭,這樣我們可以少看馬來西亞的臉色做人。」
她破涕而笑。
我再說:「我看了妳的八字,現在又看到妳真人,勸你跟我講話老實一點,要不然我幫不到妳。妳明明一直做人家的小三,還敢跟我哭沒有男人要和妳結婚?妳不也偷偷拿了他不少錢嗎?我看妳明明就是一張愛錢的臉。」
奉勸各位大俠,在我面前,若要用眼淚爲武器,請三思,因爲虛偽的,我必定拆你面具。
..........................
I looked at the teardrops of my client, pitter patter onto the table top. My client's notebook got wet. The words got muddled.
All the pains in her heart were like the angry river crushing through a broken dam, tearing down the walls as the tears flowed.
To see a lady being let down by love was indeed heart-breaking.
I couldn't help but thought of myself.
You know me. An unyielding character like mine will not shrink like a coward in the name of love. Alas, there are things in life that can't be accomplished solely with courage.
My childhood was filled with a lot of fear. There were often quarrels at home.
My dad didn't want me to be born. My mum often said she wanted to chase me out of the house.
I studied very hard. I did my utmost to be an obedient kid, and I thought I did very well as young child but I was already very capable. However, all these were not enough for me to grow up in a complete family.
So many nights, I got beaten up so badly by my mum that I wanted to just break out of the door and never to see her again. But the mere thought of nobody looking after her pulled me back.
I hated so much. Why wasn't my destiny comparable to other people?
When I first fell in love, I was so elated. The fireworks in my heart exploded non-stop. I finally found someone. I was no longer that child which nobody wanted. I was finally worthy of someone's love.
The splendour of first love, however, was as temporal as the rainbow-coloured fireworks. After a loud explosion, it vanished into the darkness of night.
He would often tell me in my face, how much he pined for and loved his secondary school crush, apparently the prettiest and most perfect girl in school.
Once, this campus belle came to our school. When he got wind of the news, he dashed out of the classroom. Failing to see her, he cried for one whole week.
My insecurity caused me to quarrel with him often. In those 3 years and 8 months, I wasn't a great girlfriend. After his NS, he got together with a girl of mixed blood at his university's Orientation camp.
I played pool with a uni mate a few times. One night over ICQ, he teased me for a kiss. My impression of him dropped like hot cakes. Did I look like I was lelong-ing myself? Later, a girl pal told me that he was dating several girls at the same time.
I had a very good friend. Whenever I was in Singapore, he would accompany me to play pool till wee hours. We talked about Dharma, life, and we attended Buddhism and ballroom dancing classes together. I had never met a person who understood me and took care of me so well.
But among our endless conversations of everything and anything, he always told me how he still loved a girl from his school. He couldn't forget her.
Again, I lost to someone who lived in the memory of the guy I liked.
This one-sided love of mine burned for two years. It was very, very, very excruciating. I almost didn't make it out alive.
In my second relationship, the boyfriend would always tell me about a pretty girl whom he pursued for half a year, but failed to win her heart. He told me firmly that if he had the chance, he wanted to ask her why she did not choose him.
The abusive beating at home did not stop even after I grew up.
Later on, when I wanted to become Shifu's disciple, he turned me down flat because he didn't think I had good morals and values. He was blunt, "You are not the person I am looking for."
That night, I cried painfully hard. Suddenly, I felt like I was the kid from my childhood whom nobody wanted.
800 years ago, Emperor Huizong of Song Dynasty wrote in an imperial decree "雨過天青雲破處". It was this that inspired Vincent Fang (方文山) to write the lyrics 『天青色等煙雨,而我在等你』in Jay Chou's song 青花瓷 (Blue and white porcelain).
Vincent Fang said, the most powerless kind of helplessness in love was waiting.
The sky green colour had to wait for the rain, which it had no idea when it would arrive. After the rain stopped, the thick clouds dissipated, in the clear skies, the sky green colour would then be able to appear. This was just like how he could only passively and quietly wait, for his lady whom he had no idea when she would appear.
Gradually, I started thinking that in this lifetime, I would not be able to wait for that person to appear. Perhaps Yue Lao (the elderly celestial under the moon) did not tie the red string on me.
After many years of learning the Dharma, one day, I suddenly came to the realisation that nothing is a must to own.
Secular love is a black hole of desires. That is why romantic shows are evergreen.
On 21 February 2015, the 3rd day of the Lunar New Year, my Root Guru Living Buddha Lian-Sheng spoke in an interview with the Taiwan CTI Television Inc.: https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I (timestamp 12:08)
"My personal take on love is this. Since I love her, I will want her to be blissful, and not to possess her. Such love isn't possession. Actually love isn't possession. If love is possession, that belongs to desire. If love isn't desire, I will wish her well. Although I love her, she doesn't love me, but loves another person, so I will give her my best wishes. If loving another person brings her more happiness, I will wish her well. Such love isn't possessive love. If it is possessive love, there will surely be pain."
Then I realised, the one that I had been waiting all along for is myself. Waiting for my wisdom to develop, waiting for my heart to be more open, so that I would not place my happiness in the hands of another person, and let the person decide for me when I should be happy, for how long I can stay happy...
My destiny is in my hands. How it pans out is up to me to say.
I gently picked up a serviette from the table and passed it to my lady client. In a mush of mucus and tears, she thanked me.
Borrowing an old joke from Shifu, I gently told her, "Don't cry. Singapore lacks water. If you want to cry, you should cry at a nearby reservoir. This way, we don't have to see the colours of Malaysia in order to get more water."
She broke into a smile among her tears.
I continued, "After looking at your Bazi, and now that I have seen you in person, I advise you to be more honest with me, or else I will not be able to help you. You have all along been a mistress to other men, and you dare to come crying to me that no man wanted to marry you? Didn't you also stole some money from them? The way I see you, you obviously have a money grubber face."
My advice to all swordsmen: If you wish to use your tears as a weapon in front of me, think thrice. Because if you are a hypocrite, I will definitely rip your mask apart.
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-偶爾跟你們分享我喜歡的-
這次來聽歌吧~
Fiona Apple-Across The Universe
(原唱:The Beatles披頭四樂團)
https://youtu.be/RhMEKiIb86I
(MV呈現了Nothing’s gonna change my world的氛圍😆)
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
話語湧出好似連綿雨絲浸潤紙杯
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
它們悄悄地滑行前進,橫越宇宙
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind
悲傷的潭水、歡樂的浪潮,流經我敞開的心
Possessing and caressing me.
擁抱著我,撫慰著我
*Jai guru deva om
向天上的導師致敬,願能和宇宙共鳴
Nothing’s gonna change my world, nothing’s gonna change my world
沒有什麼會改變我的世界、沒有什麼會改變我的世界*
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
跟前舞動的光線閃爍,好似無數眼睛
That call me on and on across the universe
它們自宇宙各個角落不停呼喚我
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
思緒就像信箱中焦躁的風般迂迴
They stumble blindly as they make their way across the universe
它們趺跌撞撞,終至橫越宇宙
*Jai guru deva om
向天上的導師致敬,願能和宇宙共鳴
Nothing’s gonna change my world, nothing’s gonna change my world
沒有什麼會改變我的世界、沒有什麼會改變我的世界*
Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
笑聲喧鬧,少數世人圍成了圈兒
Through my open mind inciting and inviting me
穿過廣闊的視野煽動著我、邀請著我
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
永恆不朽的愛照耀著我,一如百萬顆太陽
It calls me on and on across the universe
它自宇宙各個角落不停呼喚我
*Jai guru deva om
向天上的導師致敬,願能和宇宙共鳴
Nothing’s gonna change my world, nothing’s gonna change my world
沒有什麼會改變我的世界、沒有什麼會改變我的世界*
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上週某天畫礦畫著畫著,這首歌的旋律就在腦中自動播放…
Nothing’s gonna change my world…
Nothing’s gonna change my world…
Nothing’s gonna change my world…
妳們的「世界」是什麼樣子的呢?
我所想像的是...
這裡的World(世界),不在我之外,而是,
我們心中都有或許名為寧靜之所、心靈聖殿的一個「空間」,待在那能讓自己平靜、歸零、重整。
那個「空間」並不神秘,僅是,我於一段時間裡一個人安靜的與自己同在。
這裡的World(世界),也可譬喻為做一件事情的「初衷」。
如果最近內心又騷動起來,翻攪著內在想要改變生活的欲望,先靜下來釐清,是太想要去做想做的那件事情,還是太想要逃離此刻的生活狀態?提醒自己不要為了「逃」而去「做」。
又或是,發生一件又一件覺得卡卡、憂煩的事情,處理完後冷靜思考我還想繼續正在做的事嗎?若答案「是」,先呼呼並感謝自己耐心且勇敢的面對每一個卡卡,心情平復後,再繼續做喜歡的事情。
外在世界搖搖擺擺
身體一起搖搖擺擺
身體重心會協助我們回到中心
祝福 當個不倒翁🙏
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此篇中英文歌詞翻譯來自網站:
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Kena simpan ilmu ni sebaiknya
Orangnya pun dah takda lagi.😔
(AlMarhum Tuan Guru Dato Dr Haron Din)
1) - Apabila dipatuk ular, penawar ada pada ular itu.
-Ambil sisik terakhir (hujung ekor ) ular tersebut.
-Ambil & makan. InsyaAllah ia akan jadi penawar bagi bisa ular itu.
2) - Disengat ikan sembilang atau ikan keli, penawar ada pada otak ikan tersebut.
- Ketuk kepala ikan, ambil kecik seperti gel
- Ambil & sapu pada bahagian yang disengat
3) - Terkena duri kelapa sawit. Penawarnya ada pada buah kelapa sawit.
- Ambil buah, diketuk/ dipecahkan dan diambil minyaknya
- Jangan ambil menggunakan tangan, sapu menggunakan sabut kelapa sawit itu sekali
- InsyaAllah hilang rasa sakit & cepat sembuh
4) Terkena sihir untuk menceraikan suami isteri
Surah Al - Baqarah, ayat 102
5 ) Resdung
- Ambil 7 botol air kolah dari 7 buah masjid yg berlainan
- Mestilah masjid yang aktif (masjid yang ada org dtg bersolat)
- Setiap kolah masjid, 1 botol.
- Ambil air, letak atas sejadah, buat solat hajat untuk sembuhkan penyakit resdung
- Letak air pada tangan kanan, Baca surah Al- Anbya' , ayat 83.
- Sebelum masukkan air ke dalam hidung, baca selawat syifa'
- Masukkan air ke dalam hidung & buang semula
- Ulang sebanyak 7 kali
Surah Al - Anbya', ayat 83
6) Masalah sakit tumit / sakit2 sendi (rheumatism)
- Gunakan minyak zaitun
- Baca Al - Fatihah & Ayat kursi
- Sapu minyak tersebut atau urut sambil membaca doa di bawah ini :
Surah At- Taubah ayat 14
&
surah Al - Hashr ayat 21
7) Fibroid, atau masalah yang melibatkan wanita
- Menggunakan madu asli
- Baca Al- Fatihah & Ayat kursi
- Baca Surah An - Nahl, ayt 69, jampi ayat tersebut pada madu
- Makan 1 sudu sehari
Surah An -Nahl, ayat 69
8 ) Angin pasang
- Menggunakan madu
- Amalkan ayat- ayat di bawah ini
-Surah Al - Isra', ayat 82
Surah Al - Hashr, ayat 21
Surah Ash - Shua'ra' ayat 70
9) Penyakit darah tinggi, kencing manis, & masalah jantung
Bahan - bahan :
- Ambil serai 3 batang ( titikkan supaya pecah)
- Halba (yang selalu diletakkan dalam nasi dagang)
- Buah kelapa (yang berhingus)
Cara - cara :
- Serai apabila sudah dititikkan, letak dalam buah kelapa,1 buah kelapa, 3 btg serai.
- Ambil 7 halba, letak sekali dlm buah kelapa.
- Ambil buah kelapa, letak atas api gas & pnaskan.
- Jadikan serai sebagai sudu, ambil isi guna serai.
- Minum air kelapa yang telah suam.
*Satu bji kelapa, selang 2 hari.
10) Susah tidur malam
Surah Al - kahf, ayat 11
11) Angin dalam badan, sakit - sakit sendi
Surah - fussilat, ayat 44
12) Merawat histeria
- Genggam tangan kanan, baca Bismillah, MasyaAllah..
- Baca 3 kali, tiup dalam penumbuk, muncungkan mulut, tiup dengan tiupan yg halus, Tepuk atas tulang belikat pesakit yang terkena histeria.
*Pagar diri dahulu sebelum mengubati orang lain
- As saffat , ayat 7
[Almarhum Tuan Guru Dato Dr Haron Din]
Ilmu yang harus dikongsi bersama..
Need to keep this knowledge better
The person is no longer here. 😔
(Late Teacher Dato Dr Haron Din)
1) - When hit by a snake, the antidote is on the snake.
- Take the last scales (end of the tail) of the snake.
- Take & eat. InsyaAllah it will be the antidote for the snake.
2) - Stung by a chapel or catfish, the antidote is on the brain of the fish.
- Knock on fish head, take it small like gel
- Take & apply on the stinged part
3) - Got hit by palm oil thorn. The cure is on palm oil fruit.
- Take the fruit, knock / break and take the oil
- Don't take it by hand, apply it using the palm oil sabut once
- InsyaAllah the pain will be gone & will be healed quickly
4) Got magic to divorce husband and wife
Surah Al - Baqarah, verse 102
5) Sinusitis
- Take 7 bottles of water from 7 different mosques
- Must be an active mosque (mosque that someone came to pray)
- Every mosque school, 1 bottles.
- Take water, put it on the sejadah, pray for the wish to heal sinus disease
- Put water on the right hand, Read surah Al-Anbya ', verse 83.
- Before putting water into the nose, read Syifa's prayers
- Put water into the nose & throw it back
- Repeat 7 times
Surah Al - Anbya ', verse 83
6) Problems with heel pain / joint pain (rheumatism)
- Use olive oil
- Read Al - Fatihah & Chair Verse
- Sweep the oil or massage while reading the prayer below:
Surah At-Taubah verse 14
&
Surah Al - Hashr verse 21
7) Fibroids, or problems involving women
- Using pure honey
- Read Al-Fatihah & chair verse
- Read Surah An - Nahl, ayt 69, spell that sentence on honey
- Eat 1 tablespoon a day
Surah An-Nahl, verse 69
8) The wind tide
- Using honey
- Practice the verses below
Surah Al - Isra ', verse 82
Surah Al - Hashr, verse 21
Surah Ash - Shua 'ra' verse 70
9) High blood disease, diabetes, & heart problems
Ingredients - ingredients:
- Take 3 sticks of lemongrass (point it to break)
- Halba (which is always placed in nasi dagang)
- Coconut fruit (the thirsty one)
Ways - ways:
- Lemongrass when pointed, put it in coconut fruit, 1 coconut, 3 pieces of lemongrass.
- Take 7 halba, put it together in the coconut fruit.
- Take the coconut fruit, put it on the gas fire & heat it up.
- Make lemongrass as a spoon, take it with lemongrass.
- Drink warm coconut water.
* One piece of coconut, 2 days lapse.
10) Hard to sleep at night
Surah Al - kahf, verse 11
11) Wind in the body, pain - joint pain
Surah - fussilat, verse 44
12) Treats hysterical
- Grab the right hand, read Bismillah, MasyaAllah..
- Read 3 times, blow it in the fist, pound your mouth, blow it with a smooth blow, clap on the bones of the patient affected by hysterical.
* Gate yourself first before cure others
- As saffat, verse 7
[Late Teacher Dato Dr Haron Din]
Knowledge that must be shared together..Translated
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